Last Few Times of REAL fun & Babble

these are 2 months ago.... oddly enough I was sick both times... but shit hasn't been the same in a long time...

IDK why

ERASEtheVIRUS show

look them up, great friends of mine, and great music

myspace.com/erasethevirus

when my bangs where pure white......

a pile never again to be repeated sadly

ERASEtheVIRUS singer Navasatis (in white) and guitar player Hardy

me and Hardy playing around with a bottle of Vodka... Naughty us...

Hardy in his clown mask playing

Then

there was DareWare's Summer Sin Masqurade Ball

where we got to see the Hottie Perish.... but I was sick so he just got a hug... didn't wanna make him sick too :(

(I'm in the blue... I made that mask my damned self)

FilthyStitches and I

Perish on stage

me fucking off

Mishell & I

Since then.... I had my birthday which was really great in many ways but not entertaining.. the music at my fav bar sucked that night

I lost my bestfriend to lies and bullshit she actually believed... though she apologized I don't know how to let go her lying to me, more than once...

I lost the newest sexi guy I was sleeping with in the same week.. he ran off because he mistakenly believed I was falling for him simply because I told him I liked him and would be happy to spend time with him outside of being around mutual friends and fucking

oh and because I teasingly say things like "becareful if you do that too good I might fall in love"

though we were in NO way compatible outside of friends.. a clean freak who doesn't like pets... I've got 6 pets and can't be a clean freak to save my life.... Of course it didn't help that my now ex bestfriend was talking shit about me to him behind my back


*side note: or so it was said........... weeks later, writing this note, I've come to another theory, but it's too private to share... maybe I was wrong............*

Note to the World... I'm not good at being in love, I'm even worse at monogamous relationships, and I totally fucking suck at dating...

that is all...

Now accepting applications for a new female bestfriend in the area, preferably one that likes to drive and doesn't listen to bullshit from other people...

I'd accept applications for a new lover... BUT those requirements are hard to meet... to begin with they must be 28 or older, Extremely talented at something, and hot... hot to me at least...