Though I never blog anymore

Here's an update if you read my past ones..

 DangerousDolls IS NO MORE. IT DOESN'T EXIST IN A FUNCTIONING WAY. (and owes me money).

I'm building and launching my own multi model nude to porn paysite SinfulKittens

I cook and can yummy goodies JKK Cooking & Canning

 Fav left me for some chic. Told me it was because he always wanted to be friends and that I'm not friends with my ex's (which is true), but I never hear from him anymore.

 "Micah" who should have never been nicknamed that, lied to me for 6 months and then finally slept with the person he had been lying about (to himself likely and everyone else) I think the most disturbing part besides being lied to for so long was that he always called her his little sister. He also became a stalker and will likely harass me, my mom (has already harassed my mom in the past), and post badly about me because I wrote this. He already tries to harass me on facebook. I even had to get "definitions" of me posted by him taken off other "dictionary" sites because it was defamation of character.

 Gumby messaged me one day and told me he wanted to see someone else and couldn't be with me anymore.. She moved in the very next day.. I knew her, she didn't know anything about me. I learned from mutual friends later that they had been seeing each other for awhile. And while he always told me who he was sleeping with and not, he just totally omitted everything about her, even her coming to town. (knowing I loved him). To this day I still can't deal with the sight of Gumby&Pokey shit. I'm glad I never got that tattoo. But he'll have it for the rest of his life.

 Darkness/3am is no longer around..

 And neither, is Liquor....

 CRUSH, is as always, where he has been for the past seven years. Except.. Recently he got a tattoo of a Pre- Raphaelite Hottie with long red hair, but he put my face on her. (This is one of my fav fav fav styles of classical art and he knew this from the conversation we had the first time we were alone for a moment). Totally flattering and confusing.. I wish I knew exactly where I stood with him.. I wish he was more open with me. Seven years of knowing each other and we've spent less than 5 hrs alone together. It's rough on conversations.. I realize now, subconsciously I was always looking for things in ppl that reminded me of him.. For seven years I've thought about him every day, but he scares me. He makes me feel so much emotion it's frightening, it's even more frightening because I don't want to hurt anymore.. Everything always hurts, I'm tired of the pain.

 So there's your updates if you read the old shit.